:: Forgive and Forget ::

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you

Moving forward. Dua perkataan yang pada mulanya agak sukar untuk aku faham. Alhamdulillah hati aku masih dengan dia. Walaupun dia kini sangat busy dengan studies maka aku kena faham dengan keadaan dia sekarang. Sikit je lagi. Aku teruskan rutin life aku seperti biasa untuk menghabiskan hari-hari terakhir aku bekerja kat sini. Rindu dengan dia. Terkadang aku teringat kisah lama aku. Bukan kerana aku rindukan zaman tu namun terkenangkan pahit manis zaman muda dulu. Walaupun sibuk dengan kehidupan sendiri, aku tak pernah lupa pertolongan diorang satu masa dulu yang pernah mempunyai sejarah dalam hidup aku. Hanya Allah SWT saja yang dapat membalasnya. Sejujurnya aku telah memaafkan mereka dan sedikit sebanyak dapat melupakan kenangan bersama zaman dulu. Kadang-kadang aku rasa trauma dengan apa yang pernah aku lalui satu ketika dulu dan sangat berharap ia takkan terjadi lagi. Aku takut patah hati lagi. Sakit. Honestly, people is unpredictable! Sememangnya aku sangat sayangkan dia. I'll fight for her. Nothing much I can say now. Life must goes on. There's long way to go. I just need to be strong. Strong is sexy! Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya bila aku berada di tempat baru nanti. Amin. Lepas ni aku jadi kakak kawasan Utara pulak. naa. Jom kita explore Utara lak! Pulut ayam pulut ayam!

p/s : Hang pi mana...hang pi mana...hang pi mana :)

:: 200716 ::

Hi AJ :)



  

We have had our ups and downs.
But it never makes me give up on you.
I just wanted to let you know that I wouldn't change them for anything in the world.
I love you so much! :)
Happy Anniversary to my AJ!

:: 180716 ::

  

It's a nice feeling when you know that someone likes you, someone thinks about you, someone needs you BUT it feels much better when you know that someone never forget your birthday and someone is ME.

Happy Birthday to you my AJ! :)

May Allah bless you always.

ILYSM & TC

:: Untitled ::

To all single ladies out there :)

"You are still the person someone is praying for one day. Being single is not a curse. It's way better keeping to yourself and being happy than being with someone who doesn't treasure and value you at all. Those are the worse relationships, when you keep giving and giving and giving and nothing changes in the other person's attitude towards you. They make you feel like nothing you do will ever be enough. They make you feel alone and worthless. They might even take it a step further and show other people more love and attention than they do with you. Those type of people are not the ones meant to love you. But someone who has been praying and waiting for you, will make everything that has to do with love a lot more easier. They won't treat you like you are not important. They won't put another person's smile above yours. They won't make it such a struggle for you two to be happy. They will compliment your needs and your effort the same way that you do with them. That's your teammate. That's your life partner."

p/s : happy engagement day to my ex-housemate :)